My wife and I have now separated. We decided last weekend.
We have a room in the attic that we had built and I have moved up there for now. While moving my clothes out into the hallway closet, our daughter looked in the closet and asked her mam "What is daddy doing?"

I sat down with our children and told them that mommy and daddy were not going to be married anymore. My daughter quickly realised what I had said and broke down crying and hugged me. I held her for about 30 minutes, her,me and her mother all crying. My son did not have a clue, he is only 4 and was watching TV.

We are going to try and be room mates and see how it goes. If it does not work then I will move out and get an apartment, which will not be too far away from the kids.

My daughter thinks that I am going to move far away and she would not be able to see me. I have told her that I will not be too far away if I move out. I felt she thought that I was going to go back to England.
I told her that daddy is not oing to go back to England and never will, as he is going to be part of their lives forever.

Since Saturday, it as been abit rough but we are all doing alright. My wife is angry, mad and every other emotion you could mention at me, which I can not blame her for it.

Life is going to change for all of us and it is going to be for the good.
(I hope)

I have not blogged for a long time as my wife and I have been having marital problems to the point that we are going to separate.
I am upset and sad about it but it as to happen. It is not her fault, it is mine. I have not communicated to her well and really have emotionally abused her, which is not a good thing to do. She has had enough. I do not blame her for this, I do not hate her I still love the woman.
We have 2 wonderful kids and I feel that they know something is wrong.
My daughter does not want me to go to work, she cries at the drop of a pin, very clingy at times. I have been trying to think what I will have to tell them when I move out. I have looked at an apartment complex that is about half a mile from where we live now, so I will be close to them.
My wife as stated that she will not be a mother who will not let her kids see there father. I am going to be still part of their lives as much as I can.
This is making me sad as I blog so I am going to end for now.